Dear Diary,
I can't believe every person relies on me take responsibility of someone else. Whoever that Lilly girl is better stay where she is so that i can find her. Shouldn't a teacher be showing her around instead of me, I mean, they have more knowledge of what happens in this dump. School is such a drag and it's an even longer drag when your being relied on! But I know I'm responsible , i'm aware of it, but it doesn't mean that people should use it for their own purpose. Can't Macfarlane find Lilly herself.
I bet you she's a nerd , she lives in Cambridge for god's sake! Oh and we got some random letter stating her father was working in Cambridge university. But there's nothing about her mother; she might have passed away or her parents are divorced. I don't really know a lot of people whos parents are divorced (it would be a first) but it would be interesting to know someone who does. I wonder what it's like. And apparently i have to be 'especially nice to her'. Who the hell is she?
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I'm supposed to meet her in the common room but she's not even there. I am hungry you know. I haven't even had lunch yet and I'm only going to have time once I've found her. That girl better have some good excuse because so far I've gone up 2 flights of stairs in the library just to find her. She's probably already realised how much of a trash this place is and ran back to Cambridge to her dad and the rest of the snobs there.
Even though I'm pissed, and who wouldn't be, i'll try to approach her as well as I can so that she sees I'm a cool person. I'm convinced that any of the boys who are desperate enough will hit on her , attractive or not. There aren't anymore rumours to be spread around anymore unless it's something about Cissy's 'relationship' with the i'm-too-cool-for-you Bennett. He's starting to get on my nerves and I don't think I'm the only one. He's being a real dick to Chadwick (in a way I do feel sorry for him however weird he may be). I'm getting the feeling he wants his relationship with Cissy to go a bit further than she has in mind ; I hope she respects herself well to know that enough is enough. I'm serious about her braking up with him but I'm also scared he might harm her. He has the potential to and he could use Cissy's words against her to have an excuse to. She needs to do something. I'm just imagining what he would do to her if she wanted to brake up with him: hurt her , blackmail her, threaten her, RAPE her. God, please do something.
You see I'm the type of person who cares for other peoples businesses , even though it's not my concern. But at least it comes with a little gossip! Anyway I should be getting on with finding..Lilly.
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