Diary pg - no. 4

Dear Diary,

Pheew! I've finally come home from a 2 and a half hours test . But i've just reminded myself it's only wednesday- with tests set every week my 'week' feels like a month. I pray that it went well and it better have because i'm not having all of my revision go to waste. I despise those people that are just able to remember something from a lesson and not have to revise. Cissy, for example, is able to get A's without even looking at a piece of work .It's like she clicks her fingers and magically gets a good grade.

While i was doing my test I had a moment when my mind went blank and I forgot my ideas so I had a glance around the room and couldn't help but see William starring at Lilly. I know he has some freaky obsession with her but how does even manage to do it during a test! He's gone way past clingy but now it's just..i don't even have a word for it. I'm not even sure that he knows he's definitely not going to get her- she is way out of his league. And she's already taken. You'd have to be able to be immensely hot to split a relationship that already exists and i don't think there's anyone more good looking then Nicholas in our year.

I haven't suddenly got a crush on him! No, that's Williams thing. Nicholas isn't really my 'type'- I go for older guys, that's why i'm waiting for Anderson. I can't believe I don't even know his first name (i'll check the teachers noticeboard tomorrow for it)! He looks like a George or an Aden- something hot but simple. I wonder if teachers ever have crushes on their older pupils. What if he's realised I totally have a massive crush on him. I can't be that blatantly obvious, can I? ...Oh my God!!! What if he does part-time tutoring! My mum doesn't know or even bother to pretend to want to know that I don't do physics. She'll gladly pay for me to get extra lessons, while i'll be gladly using that time to get to know him better.