Diary pg-no.3

Dear Diary,

He's so hot! That man doesn't even need to speak and my bodies blood bubbles warmth. Am I the only one who sees it? Why is Cissy in his classes and not me- she doesn't even like him. But I can't lie and say I enjoy learning that Albert Einstein was the scientist who was well known for his theory of relativity or that the frequency of red light varies with the output and wave length. Why does Anderson teach physics? Why not English? He should be teaching me the subtextual meaning behind the lines of William Shakespeare ; using Romeo's lines to confess his love for me.  We weed be such a good pair. I know i'm a bit young for him but i just need to wait two more years and he'll see me differently.

Our children would look adorable- they'd have his curly hair and my blue eyes. It took me a long time too decide on their names but I've finally narrowed it down to my favourites. So i'm going to have 4 beautiful children (2 girls and 2 boys) named Luke, Theo, Amanda and Cissy. It was a must for me to name one of my children after my close friend because it means so much to me and her. My future has been neatly documented in several files; i know what I want to do with my life and its important to know specifically so that I get a lot of experience as soon as possible.

I don't think that there's pressure being put on me. I mean, of course my parents want me to do well but it's mainly due to their success in life and them wanting me to carry that on. My mother owns a Mercedes Benz SLK- Class Roadster which her own business payed for. She is prosperous with her business and it leads her to new flourishing ideas. On the other hand my father is a dentist which I believe is a very good job. I've never been interested in the context behind science or how things are made- i'm just not a technical person.

When I'm older I want to become a lawyer, obviously having spent 4 years in law school before , to get a degree and see what it's like. History and english is something I enjoy which is the base for my education and the job pays a high salary. My money will chiefly be to raise my children in a positive environment and giving them what they need and not what they want so that they do well. Yet as a mum my authority will be to give them the love my mother didn't give me the way I potentially thought she could.